All is well- and i am not dead!

Well, i've noticed that I've hardly had any solid quote-update things? Well, suprisingly i haven't died, i've just thought that what is the point, when there's like two kiddos that read this?
MEH! Moving on, picturess and quotes to follow... DU NDUN DUNNDNDNDNDN!! O:

[1]
The nice thing about the rain is that is always stops... eventually.
{ eeyore }

[2]
But groundless hope, like unconditional love, is the only kind worth having.
{ john perry barlow }

[3]
And just because you keep something a secret, doesn't mean it didn't happen.

[4]
Opportunity may only knock once, but temptation leans on the doorbell.

[5]
What you know can't hurt you. It's what we suspect that screws us over.

[6]
The happiest people dont necessarily have the best of everything. The just make the best of everything that comes thier way.

[7]
He makes me smile without even trying, if i said i didn't like him, i'd be lying.

[8]
The first time you fall in love, it changes your life forever and no matter how hard you try, the feeling never goes away.

[9]
I heard somewhere that we all have at least five dreams a night, even if we dont remember. So that's like, over 30 billion dreams a year? And at least two of them ave to be about me. But... knowing my luck, they're probably the ones you cant remember.

[10]
Hey, look on the bright side, not everyone hates you as much as i do. :D

[11]
To succed, you need to find something to hold onto, something to motivate you, something to inspire you.

[12]
I'm shaking at the thought, that you're everything i want.

[13]
Dreams are an escape in everyones chaos.

[14]
I want someone to fal in love with the way i laugh, and to fall in love with the way i smile. I want someone to listen to the ramblings of my inner child, someone who touches my face and brushes the hair from my eyes. I want someone who loves me, or at least holds me like they do. But really- only if that person is you.

[15]
Fake people are like spenda, they think they're real. But they are all just immitations.

[16]
Halloween: it's the only time your parents encourage you to take candy from strangers.

[17]
I am who I am. Your approval isn't needed.

[18]
Do not go where the path may lead. Go instead where there is no path and make a trail.
{ ralph waldo emerson }

[19]
Courage is not the absence of fear, but rahter the judgement that something else is more important than fear.
{ ambrose redmoon }

[20]
Many of lifes failures are people who didn't realize how close they were to sucess when they gave up.
{ thomas edison }

Best-Day-Ever!

Well as you can see from the title, I've had the best day ever. But before I jump on into my story...
I'm fucked. All my teachers hate me and I'm totally slacking off at school, I always SKIP! Like- fuck. I know i shouldn't and i try not too but i cant-like. Something is srsly wrong with me. And i got a PUPPY on Friday!! YUPPIE lmfao. She's a miniature Beagle and her name is Holly. I have friggin cuts all over my hands and arms from her biting >.<
INTO MY FABULOUS DAY!
On sunday eric came over <3 mhm! I was soo excited to see him, considering the fact it had been like two weeks since I saw him. We planned on going to see Twilight at like 2:55 and he came over at 1:30. So lalaahh my mom is just chillin' there even though she promised that she would leave me and him alone! Cause i live in a tiny fucking house and i hate my room TO DEATH! So then she and Kaitlyn leave, right when they leave Eric slides over to me and wraps his arms around me and we start cuddling and i put on Shawshank Redemption (Awesome frigin movie P.S) and then he leans his head on my forhead so i'm looking at him then we get right into it (: mmmhhh kissing cuddling getting a bit touchy (errriccc) not in the boob area he tends to try and stay away from there (cause he thinks being a 'pervert' isn't cool... damn) so then, as always he asks to do something, it totally ruins the moment but it's really sweet of him to consider my comfort level before his own needs <33
So he wants to do the neck thing, which I TOTALLY LOVE! And i'm all "You dont have to ask" so lalahh la making out- lalaahh.
My mom and sister come back LALAHH AWKWARD AS FACKK
So they leave again whateves, then he's like "Okay we should leave now to see it" and dont get me wrong i really, really wanted to see it but i just cuddled closer and kissed him again and then after that was over i said "I dont wannt go anymore ):" so we kept kissing.
Long story short I have a huge hickey. In the end it was like 5:20 and he had to leave at 6 and Neil (kaitlyns boyfriend) was chillin on the couch while me and eric were holding hands and like touching feet right infront of him. He's 19 and he was all creeping on us so i was like "Hey eric... you uh wanna go for a walk?" so it was fucking windy as god outside and FREEZING! But we went on the walk anyway, on a path near the creek i live by, so we were walking and holding hands even though it was making us colder, and i tried warming his hands, and vice versa then i led him into the soccer feild that's like hidden away and we walked through it and i kept stopping and like molesting him <3 he enjoyed it! SO yeah then i tried making a snow angel but that just didn't go so well and i was soaked! We kissed some more and talked and walked around in the dark and kissed <3 mmh! I miss him so much now! But I'll be going to his house later this week prolly on like thursday or friday? I donno.. ohh and he gave me like a miniature back massage mmhhmmm it felt soo good! And i did these crazy things that he really seemed to enjoy (;
But then at one point we were watching Tropic Thunder... random. And then he got all sad, so i was watching him while he wasn't paying attention to me and i was really close and i kept asking him what was wrong, but he kept saying nothing! Even though something was totally wrong, my stomach started like... sinking- literally it felt like something was sinking from my heart to like my unterus it was so strange. Then he finally told me he just starting thinking about what i did like three days after we started going out, and that is: I had like a mini crush on this kid named Riley (in frigin september!)and at a party we were plaing spin the bottle and then we changed it to spin the bottle CLOSET EDDITION! And it landed on him, then me. And like god. We didn't kiss or anything, but i wanted to kiss him, i didn't tell Eric that. But he thinks that we kissed on the MOUTH! I should tell him that the Riley thing was only on the cheek, then everything would be okay. So i asked him what was wrong and he was just like "Oh just the- Riley thing." so i looked at him, but he looked away so i pushed his face so he was looking at me square in the face and i said "I love you, dont forget that." and kissed him ):

God i love him. It's the most amazing feeling. (:
<333
That is all, a quote update later (): byee

Nelly, I AM Heathcliff! He's always, always on my mind. Not as a pleasure, but as my own being.

Well, I'm currently reading some awesome clasics: Wuthering Heights, and 1984. I'm not very far in either of them but they're fantasmical at the moment.
I'm considering not applying for Canterbury, it's soo much work. I want to- but i dont? I dont know... but yeah.
I haven't seen Eric in TWO FRIGGIN WEEKS! Stupid... i want to punch things that remind me of him, not because i'm angry or anything, they just remind me of what i could be havinggg.... UHHGGG!>LHDFlgshdkdhsgkj! SO UPSET
I need a haircut, when i get it i'll post a little picturee of moi being amazing (;
I'm ON A CRAZY RANT!

I lovee bannaaannaaaaaasss!! MMM TASTY
Teal things make me giddy, as do orange and yellow things
BABIES ARE CUTE! SO SHUT UP!
I have an old school piggy bank that you have to smash open to get the money out- it's still intact and full of friggin money
I'm considering sex?

Yeah, so sex? Touchy subject with alot of people... not with me. I really don't know what's wrong with me lately! Sex is just always on my mind, and like it's strange... my virginity doesn't seem like a huge deal to me anymore? Like ouuu you have sex for the first timee- big deal right? Wrong- well to me at least. I think you release a liquid type thing that makes you have a connection with the person or something? Like when you have a baby for the first time, that happens too? I dont know maybe that girl was being an ass hat and deciving me. Tell me anyone?
So yes, moving onn... sex= not a big deal?
What are your views on it?

{ half of the time we're gone but we dont know where, we dont know where }

[1]
The hardest part about growing up is that I know I'll loose you forever.

[2]
I wish i was eight again, because all he would have to do is tag me and I was it.

[3]
Lust is when you love what you see.
Love is when you lust for what you can't see.

[4]
Never in a million years did i think i'd find someone as amazing, someone who would make me happier than i could ever hope for, someone that would touch my life so profoundly and just give me a whole new reason to breathe. But then i found you and realized that everything i anticipated couldn't even compare to who you are.

[5]
Everyone has someone in thier life that keeps them looking forward to another day.

[6]
I realized how much he meant to me. When anything ever happened, good or bad, i wanted to tel him about it. He's the first person i want to know, and i can't wait to tell him, to talk to him, and to listen to him, it's like i love learning new things everytime i talk to him.

[7]
Love is like plaing the piano. First you learn to play by the rules, then you forget the rules and play from the heart.

[8]
When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look forward, look to your side and i'll be by your shoulder.

[9]
It's not that i'm mad at you. I had just wished so hard that you could be the one i could finally count on.

[10]
If someone breaks your heart, just punch them in the face. Oh sure, now it seems obvious... but you'd be suprised how many people don't think of it at the time. Seriously, just punch them in the face and get some icecream to feel better.

[11]
I hate to think that all my current experiences will someday become stories with no point.
{ calvin and hobbes }

[12]
Just because lips have met doesn't mean hearts have joined.

[13]
One of the worst things in the world is to doubt something you once thought was unquestionable.

[14]
I want to be his favorite hello and his hardest goodbye.

[15]
It's a terrible thing to be lonely, especially in the middle of a crowd.
{ marilyn monroe }

[16]
Dont kid yourself. He loves you in a way he's not ready for yet/

[17]
Take chances, and if it's something you'll regret in the morning... sleep late.

[18]
When he's around my whole body knows it. I'll keep talking and stuff, but my mind wil have no idea what i'm saying. I keep wondering if there's a term for this. (:

[19]
Those nights when you just can't seem to get to sleep, it's because you're awake in someone elses dreams.

[20]
Oportunity may only knock once, but temptation leans on the doorbell.

{ i have no fear 'cause you are all that i have }

[1]
We are perfect in our inperfection.

[2]
If I could do anything, it would be to kiss you in the middle of the street on the raniest day of the year.

[3]
I miss the days where we laughed about nothing, and just had a good time.

[4]
Just when I think 'this is as good as it gets' you go and do something to make it even better.

[5]
And I'm lying to myself when I'm saying that it's for the best.

[6]
Dear Girl: I reall think it's time to move on, for you to let him go. He's hurt you and me way to much. Just let the memories fade, it's time to leave him behind. I know it's going to hurt for a while, but it's really for the best.
love, your heart.

[7]
Everyone is going to hurt you sooner or later. You just have to decide who's worth the pain.

[8]
My head is screaming "who cares about him!" and my heart is screaming "i do!"

[9]
It takes a minute to fall in love with someone.
An hour to like somone.
A day to fall in love with someone.
But it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

[10]
I'm jealous of every girl who's ever held you. Because for a moment she was holding my entire world.

[11]
To, my heart: I met a boy today... prepare to shatter.

[12]
So give me all your poison, and give me all your pills, give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill. You're running after something you'll never kill, so if this is what you want then fire at will.

[13]
Now i understand why people say "it's too good to be true." because most of the time, it is.

[14]
All the good ones are either taken, gay or fictional characters in books.
( love that one soo, so much! edward!)

[15]
When I'm around you, i have to remind myself how to breathe.

[16]
You're existence gives me hope...

[17]
There is never a time r place for true love. It happens accedentally, in a heartbeat. In a single flashing throbbing moment.

[18]
Ever since i met you, no one is even worth thinking about.

[19]
Nothing in the past or future never did and never will ever feel like today.

[20]
Have no regrets, you're not young forever.

[21]
Since we're being brutally honost here, you were the worst mistake i eer had the pleasure of making.

[22]
Sometimes you need to forget what you want and remember what you deserve.

thats it. i'm too lazy to do anymore :P
and i'm watching worlds most extreme homes! god i love it so much! <3
Picture update later? Comments needed! 5 at least? I hate to do it to you lovely chaps, but pleasssee?